The Journal of Sayu Tenser

Campaign: In The Western Realms

Journal Entry- Light at the end of the dark tunnel
I finally now have the answers I need.

I am indeed a Tenser. As my Uncle is the head of the Tenser Clan within the Terfini Kingdom. Knowing that I have relatives that are alive and well doesn't seem too daunting.

I will wear the Tenser Cloak in honor and will always cherish being in the Tenser family. But on that note I have to redeem myself somehow. I am not my parents nor am I a Mogi. Even though I have made bad decisions in the past that will affect my future, I know that I can do all I can to prove to the rest of the Tenser Clan that I do carry a noble character and have a humble heart.

I will prove this by joining forces with the rowdy Warriors that are standing united to fight for this Kingdom and to show allegiance to the Queen.

I am on a long road ahead to gain the trust of my family but I must step forward and do what ever it takes. No matter how many people I have to leave behind. It is my duty and obligation to write the wrong out of my life and to step into being a Tenser. Not by name but by convictions and loyalty.

[SPOILER]Standing United as one to fight for Terfini

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Posted on April 03, 2009 22:22
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Sitting here and not knowing who I am anymore, really gets to me. I was all so sure of who I was but now I have no idea. Finding out that I am indeed not a Mogi. Then who am I?

This is a shock to myself. I once believed that I knew my family. Was that all a figment of my imagination? This is indeed an eye opener.

What is going on? I know that this is out of my control but yet I somehow feel that the pressure of finding the killer of my 'So called family' has grown stronger. Not being able to remember my linage is a struggle but I know that once I find out who I am through this, then I know and believe I will feel whole again.

Many things are running through my head. The remorse that i feel can never be defined in any word in any of the Erideos Dictionaries. Alas I can say that I am in a dark and horrible place. Many things are happening around me but i cannot lift myself to enjoy the Festive Celebrations that are happening around the castle.

Is being a Mogi a figment of my imagination?
Is this a horrible trick someone is trying to pull on me?

Whatever it is, I would never wish this upon any of my worst enemies.

Knowing now that I may have relatives makes me even sadder as I lived alone for so long. My future seems so bright but i feel it has become bleak.

I hope people will understand that I am not going to the Banquet. They have no idea what I am going through right now. But alas this Banquet is for us (sighs).

[SPOILER] Will I ever see the light at the end of the tunnel?
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Posted on March 23, 2009 03:05
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Who do you think you are?
Akira Kenshin know this...

You have made two enemies that are both powerful and merciless. You have foolishly made two enemies that will never give you mercy again.

Watch your back!!!

[SPOILER] Akira Kenshin will DIE!!!!
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Posted on March 10, 2009 00:28
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Memories of Katsu- Written in third person
After the long waiting of Katsu's death. Sayu is now EVIL!!!!

Hahaha!!!! Right under Katsu's nose, Sayu poisoned him with a potion spiked with petrol. Where did the petrol come you say? It was from the sky vehicle accident!! Oh yes behind everyone's back Sayu poisoned 4 of her batch of 17 potions that day...

Do you realise how much you annoyed Sayu?

From the day she met you, she found you irritating. Time and time again she regrets not killing you sooner.

Oh Katsu the memories of what you did to Sayu will never fade as she remembers what she did to get you back.

Oh remember the time you broke down the door and found Sayu naked? -You foolishly made a very powerful enemy-

Ha- the laughter of the customers of the tavern to see that you could not stomach Widget Ale. You fool!! You made yourself vulnerable for Sayu to attack you. Being locked in the town's stocks, stripped to your birthday suit and had rotten vegetables thrown at you was the best revenge anyone can deal. You made the ordeal even worse upon yourself and walked into the tavern after regaining consciousness and breaking free from the stocks. You smelt so bad. Fighters musk i believe you named it.

Sayu never grew tired of calling you a fool. You have done so many barbaric things. Pissing on Soldiers from the Black Church resulting with them chopping your little man off, drinking more Widget Ale- Sayu left you tied up upside down and left you there to sober up, hitting on bar keeps daughters- well you tried hitting on everyone, spitting on motion-sensor cones- the list keeps going.

Oh Katsu how Sayu will never miss you. Killing you was the only thing Sayu will ever be grateful for in your encounter with one another.

-Let the ALLFATHER be with you- Ha yeah right!!!
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Posted on March 06, 2009 18:01
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